What's the connection between midsummer and mystery?
Posted on Jun 23rd, 2008
by
Farland
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 21, 2008:
Summer has bounded into this valley. I have roller skis such a silly thing but my body loves the motion of skiing so some days I ski up long paved mountain roads and hitch hike back down. The rides are always interesting. I skied on Friday. All around the snow melt water was crashing down the valleys flooding roads and making much noise. I had tickets to see Joshua Bell in the evening gifted from the local radio station and in the front row. The performance was like the first day of Summer like the new water. We ate late. I had blueberry ginger goat cheese salad it tasted like it was re-telling my mouth a story about the day. We walked the dogs along the edge of town in the dark.
Saturday was a nanny work day. I took the girls on a bike ride along the river. We filled my pack with drift wood picked out of an eddy full of flotsam and foam. We spit cherry pits from our lunch. Julia had dribbled some cherry juice on her leg and convinced me the ever gullible that she was truly injured. Fiona spit most of her pits into my hair by mistake. We collected stones and watched a wild green watered creek enter the brown silt of the bigger Colorado River. The day was hot and child slow. We ate dinner on the porch. I found some wrinkled blueberries in the back of their fridge and some crumbly old Gouda cheese and made a homemade sort of the salad like the fancy one from the night before. The girls drowsed off quickly after baths and books.
Sunday in the afternoon Katalin and I found each-other and hiked a fast sweat making trail I had never done before. It is called the Difficult Trail. It goes nowhere just ends. Dawn and I had tickets to see Salman Rushdie talk in the evening at the Aspen Institute for the Aspen Writer's Foundation. He was brilliant formidable funny and we laughed that deep whole body unstoppable kind of laughter and sat spell-bound silent too.
And here is where the mystery comes in. Later that night a friend asked me about my father. It was a week end of being, of living like my father lived. I was thinking how he showed me how to question everything, not from a place of defiance, but of curiosity, and to find in that questioning not answers, not a wealth of knowledge, but mystery, bucketfuls of mystery.
Saturday was a nanny work day. I took the girls on a bike ride along the river. We filled my pack with drift wood picked out of an eddy full of flotsam and foam. We spit cherry pits from our lunch. Julia had dribbled some cherry juice on her leg and convinced me the ever gullible that she was truly injured. Fiona spit most of her pits into my hair by mistake. We collected stones and watched a wild green watered creek enter the brown silt of the bigger Colorado River. The day was hot and child slow. We ate dinner on the porch. I found some wrinkled blueberries in the back of their fridge and some crumbly old Gouda cheese and made a homemade sort of the salad like the fancy one from the night before. The girls drowsed off quickly after baths and books.
Sunday in the afternoon Katalin and I found each-other and hiked a fast sweat making trail I had never done before. It is called the Difficult Trail. It goes nowhere just ends. Dawn and I had tickets to see Salman Rushdie talk in the evening at the Aspen Institute for the Aspen Writer's Foundation. He was brilliant formidable funny and we laughed that deep whole body unstoppable kind of laughter and sat spell-bound silent too.
And here is where the mystery comes in. Later that night a friend asked me about my father. It was a week end of being, of living like my father lived. I was thinking how he showed me how to question everything, not from a place of defiance, but of curiosity, and to find in that questioning not answers, not a wealth of knowledge, but mystery, bucketfuls of mystery.

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yay!!! jeannie sent me the funniest chat msg just now– farland told me to tell you that I'm not wearing any either….. :-) adam looked over my shoulder at the computer just as I pulled up her msg. that was funny!
Yay! And Dawn the photo is for you blurry is good!
well, that depends on the context. I’ll give you that– YOUR blurry is good. we’ll see about mine. :-) happy trails travelin’ woman. I was in bed by the time you called again last night.
“Sunday in the afternoon Katalin and I found each-other and hiked a fast sweat making trail I had never done before. It is called the Difficult Trail. It goes nowhere just ends.”
This struck me as a metaphor for life. Your description of summer in your part of the world is alluring. A perfect antedote to our rainy day. After school, I imagine my son will go out with his umbrella to save earth-worms from being washed down the sewer. Summer sun, summer rain … all is good.
Catherine, it was raining! The reason I found katalin was because big dark thunderclouds were looming and spitting rain. I stopped at a cafe outside under one of those table umbrellas to wait and see what would happen and Katalin came by. The clouds blew off for a bit for our hike but loomed again as Dawn and I walked to the auditorium to see Rushdie. Yes all is good.
Farland, how you fill my heart with your stories….. this life just bursting forth at the seems in all its glory… I comin' to visit soon! I just have to nail down the details and the eddie in my flow.love Jane
You are so welcome to visit! Right now I am driving to Up State New York about 4o miles from Canada for a week closer to Labrador.
I just drove through up state New York with my mother 2 weeks ago…. alas, it is still a long way from here…… the North shore of the St. Lawrence River and a mostly gravel road for 1150km….but maybe you will just have to spring for it… There is also a wonderful canoe trip around August 15th 8 days on the mighty Churchill….you would love this place! and that little cabin would be warmed right up for you!
Farland, is that Gnomi and Sticky? For a long time I imagined it was you, frolicking with some wildlife or other while wearing one of your fantastic costumes. I totally imagined it was you wearing a wolf's head or something.
I wish I looked like Gnomi or Sticky. They do look here like some creatures from Midsummer Night's Dream.
Farland, you DO look like Gnomi and Sticky, in a person sort of way. I think you're a hybrid.
Dawn that is oe of the biggest compliments!
it's just the truth. :-)